Even so, it is well with my soul

2009-09-21T06:18:00.000-07:00

I took a step and decided to have something new and fresh.

Moved to http://wineandspirits.tumblr.com/

Will miss yellowjetplane.bs!

Dark skies and fireflies

2009-09-16T03:39:00.000-07:00

Remember,
we all look at the same stars in the sky every night
so we're not actually very far from each other.

Let the good old days roll

2009-09-12T10:22:00.000-07:00

Special

2009-09-09T08:32:00.000-07:00

090909! A day worth posting

To all my friends/family out there:

I luvv this day and wanted to spend it with all of you
but I am only one, so here's wishing
That our friendship can be everlasting
Like how fake flowers never wither
& how the sun never forgets to rise
Don't forget that I love you
From the bottom of the sea
To the highest of the skies.

Okay I'm off!

A reminder

2009-09-06T09:13:00.000-07:00

"And I remember something else that makes us human:

Faith,

the only weapon in our arsenal to battle doubt"

- Jodi Picoult

I seldom post videos but here goes!

2009-08-31T07:33:00.000-07:00

This video was recorded in honor of Taylor Love,

a beautiful young girl fighting a rare form of cancer called neuroblastoma.

Please watch this video until the very end and

please share this with everyone you know!

2009-08-29T11:00:00.000-07:00

Prelims are here!

1. A desperate cry for help
2. I need You closer than before
3. Why does my heart feel this way?
4. Oh math should drown, bio should burn
5. So many questions and so little answers
6. I see you fighting but not for me
7. Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
8. Talk about impending doom
9. Studying sessions with aud/celine are fun!
10. Gotta piece my life back tgt before everything falls apart

2009-08-21T10:40:00.000-07:00

No.1,

“ For everyone, there’s a person, place, or time

that brings you back and makes you feel alive.

Better Than Ezra (via julie911) (via quote-book)

No. 2,

"When you love someone, you should treat them the way you feel.

Sometimes words aren’t enough."

Unknown (via littlemiss)

No.3! (esp for Fel)

"Words make you think a thought.
Music makes you feel a feeling.
A song makes you feel a thought."

E. Y. Harburg (via brokenmachine)

How about a photo?

2009-08-13T09:13:00.000-07:00

" How I’ve missed you lately,

and the way you would speak,

and all that we wouldn’t say."

— Iron & Wine

2009-08-08T07:49:00.000-07:00

Hahaha okay blogger's being a pain cos I can't upload any photos!
I guess I can only use words to keep my blog alive :B

/edit

BLOGGER CAN POST PHOTOS YAY

Well this week has been one whirlpool of a week.
Emotions running high, energy running low.
Lessons, petch, hein gang, lessons, petch, hein gang
Was in need of mental recharge and I'm glad for this long weekend!

Was really sad to let petch go
But what can I do as a friend?
To really let. him. go.
I fear ... let's be forward looking shall we?

Thank you for all the special times
You've been a blessing
The best I ever had :B

I miss the long drives, the car rides,
The bad fights, the good times;
The way you make me feel
Will never leave my mind.

Think of you later in my empty room,
Where I will fall asleep alone

2009-07-18T08:15:00.000-07:00

For all the times we spent together

For all the stars we saw together

For all the songs we sang together

For all the hard work we did together

For all the fun we had together

For the friendship that we had

Everything is special

2009-07-12T22:13:00.000-07:00

I know there isn't a forever

But what I really need is time

With you, you and you

When will we have time for each other?

2009-07-08T07:04:00.000-07:00

BLOCK TESTS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!

Temporary freedom, for now.
The time is now, to put pen to paper

Deal with the thoughts we all pushed back just for 'Block' Tests

Write down our grievances & make plans

Think about life and just let go

In short: Be happy.

2009-06-27T06:51:00.000-07:00

Less than 48h to Doomsday

What have we got?

We've got the sky, moon, stars and sea

And maybe a whole load of kinetics and differentiation

Watch us own (or get owned) by Block Tests!

(my own optimism scares me

I've not completed my revision)

2009-06-24T10:32:00.000-07:00

“For whatever we lose (like a you or a me)

its always ourselves we find in the sea”

E.E. Cummings

2009-06-22T09:55:00.000-07:00

Dear S and N,
Thanks for being my best friends always. I feel so at ease you with two and well, I cldnt ask for anything better than you both. Words cannot describe how I feel now, but thanks for just being there, the way you always do. ilu deep deep and I hope the days get better!

Dear J,

I hope you feel much better now! It really hurts to see you cry so hard but I hope you feel better after crying. It wasnt your fault so cheer up yah! ilu deep deep too and love studying with you! Be better than you were yesterday and leave no regrets. Smile like there's no tomorrow too, don't store them up! :D

Dear You,

It's you, always. I struggle and am stumbled. But remember, it is you, always. As much as I try to hide, as much as I try to avoid. You're awsum the way you are and that's all you need to know. Thanks for being there all the time. Support in silence is best when it comes from you.

Hehe dear M, you fulfill like 4 pts on the paper.
hahahaha but we love you the way you are awww.
Studying's so mundane oh so mundane

We all need a break don't we?

2009-06-17T09:36:00.000-07:00

Glory be to God for dappled things--
For skies of couple-colour as a brinded cow;
For rose-moles all in stipple upon trout that swim;
Fresh-firecoal chestnut-falls; finches' wings;
Landscape plotted and pieced--fold, fallow, and plough;

And all trades, their gear and tackle and trim.
All things counter, original, spare, strange;
Whatever is fickle, freckled (who knows how?)
With swift, slow; sweet, sour; adazzle, dim;
He fathers-forth whose beauty is past change:

Praise Him.

Gerard Manley Hopkins Pied Beauty

2009-06-14T09:52:00.000-07:00

Need me to say more?

I don't think so

--

Awesome weekend! (Y) Cldnt ask for more.
Create in me a pure heart, Oh God
All these, I wldnt trade for more hours of mugging.
I had fun, friendzzzzz
So glad my sister cld come! ;)

--

I wish time wld stop
Let us go from the crutches of time : /

Rush me
But leave time to wait

--

HIATUS SOOOON
GOTTA MUG FOR BT 2
BE RIGHT BACK!

2009-05-30T10:29:00.001-07:00

"Life is full of beauty. Notice it.

Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces.

Smell the rain, and feel the wind.

Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams."
Ashley Smith (via julie911)

Life is indeed beautiful ;)

Monday Girl

Hello Janette! Thought you might attract the wrong kind of bees, but I'm really glad for the spend time we had together. It may had been short, but I'm really glad for the deep talk that we had. You never fail to inspire me and make me check on my spiritual walk with God. More macs next time k? :) I love you!

Tuesday Girls
Hello woman/pig/sister/Felicia! You may have many names and I might have been mean to you, but you're always my sister and I love you the way you are. Happy Graduation and I'm so glad you lasted thru 3 years in NYP! You're doing fine as a nurse now and I'm very proud of you.

Hello Sam, Lynz, Nic, Janette! I had fun hanging out, watching Lynz train and just having dinner together!! It might had been late and we were all tired but you guys were a bundle of joy and a ball of energy! HEHE I HAD FUN! Love you girls.

Wednesday Girls

Hello Xiaozhou! Happy Birthday!!!! You're finally 17 and I'm so glad you're in SAJC. It's definitely a blessing in disguise that you didnt get into AJC ;) You're such a great friend! I'm glad we're closer together this time. I look forward to more morning prayers. Lubbb!

Dinner with the rest of the sisters was IMBA!!!!!! Pictures all up on fb.

Thursday Girls
Hello Audrey I'm sorry I cldnt make time for you until today and I had fun studying with you;) I miss you always and we need h2h soon. Have fun during pre-u sem k? I will be praying for you.

HAHAHA hello mark and lover ;) We had fun on the hockey pitch didnt we? Hehe more of such rendezvous on the pitch/astro turf and let's watch sunsets tog! During night study k? Lubb!

Friday Girls
Hello Janette

AGAIN YOU ATTRACT WRONG BEES BUT I LOVE YOU STILL ;)

Hello Nic, my Ronald Pie!!!! :)

I had such fun crapping with you and gg to the arcade with Janette! It was so fun and definitely a good break from school. I'm also glad for the alone time we had with each other to catch up over life and God. Hang in there my love and dont give up so easily k? You struggle, I struggle, so we struggle together. Let's hold each other accountable about certain things and support each other! I love you alot and I'm thankful for a sister like you!

Saturday Girls

Hello LOIS, HAPPPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!!!! Hope you liked the mini birthday celebration we had for you a wulu icon village ;) Awesome food, awesome company. What more can we ask for? I love you lois and cheers to many more years of friendship!

Hello Mark, Xunqi and Deb,

HHAHAHAH i really always enjoy the time I have with you girls. Deb has alot of interesting stories to tell! And she'd like to kidnap the cute little boy and bring him home ;) Mark and her sexxxy legs. Xunqi and her crazy antics. I love you all!!!

What will Sunday bring?

It will bring Sunday best 8)

2009-05-29T10:47:00.001-07:00

Today was great, I am still smiling

Hello RP!!!!

Hahahahah thanks for the talk at the rooftop tooo;)

I love you more than you can imagine.

Well, let's hold each other accountable and support each other k?

You did the right thing so dont let regrets hold you back.

I love you, God loves you and that should be enough.

I will do a proper post tomm! I love you!

2009-05-26T10:22:00.000-07:00

“ I am coming to terms with the fact that loving someone requires a leap of faith,

and that a soft landing is never guaranteed.

~ Sarah Dessen (via littlemiss)

2009-05-23T08:05:00.000-07:00

From today'slyrics

When I've had enough

Of the wreck of everything

These streets got an undertow

And the city is sinking

You think you know how I feel?

I challenge you to think again.

2009-05-17T08:12:00.000-07:00

When I saw this, I immediately thought of Mel Mark and her coffee addiction.

HAHAHAHA well I love you like coffee in the morning ;)

"And when I asked you how you'd been

I meant I missed you more than I've ever missed anything before. "

- I Wrote This For You

Time's never stopping

World's always spinning

Where did our lazy afternoons go to?

What about stargazing and h2hs?

I beg you not to forget

Don't forget

All I want now is a pen and a paper

And write about are green grass, sunsets and love

To clear my mind for the new week ahead

To relax and feel at home once again

Does doubt have a sound?

2009-05-09T09:05:00.000-07:00

You came like a thief in the night and stole my heart

Like a solitude erasure

Like an elevator

You give me 10.000 nights of thunder

But I will give them all back to you

I haven't got time to sit down and pen my thoughts

So many things have come and gone

A mixture of everything - hot/cold, spicy/non-spicy, sweet/sour

All which make up the topten moments of my week

Monday Woman

You're my favourite. It was tiring to plan for you coz of schedule and all but I'm glad we cld make it. And you did those embarrassing things! I hope you had fun as much as we did. I love you!

Tuesday Boy

You did your best and I think that is what matters. I do hope you feel better and well, you guys will always be the heroes in our hearts. Gear up for the next match!

Wednesday Ladies

SMGG fun and everything exciting! GRR THE BALL AND BAT

Thursday Bro

Hey bro/joy I enjoyed the little h2h talk that I had with you. Tho you missed those opportunities, be consoled that there will be more to come. It might be a totally different chance, but still, take it. And this time, it will be larger than those little comments like "You did great". Make full use of it k! Love you loads:)

Friday BF

Hello best friend, it's been so long since we had our individual time with each other. I am so sorry to have made you wait cos of cca but I'm glad we cld meet up. Time was short but it was heartwarming to talk to each other ;) I can't wait for the day we will meet up together and do all the crazy stuff we once did! I love you to infinity and beyond.

Saturday Girl

HEY DOOOOOOOOT!!!! HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! You're so nice to be with and I'm thankful to God for you. I hope you had a blast and here's to many more years of friendship that's to come! LOVE MUCH (Y)

What will Sunday hold for me?

2009-05-03T09:10:00.000-07:00

“You were given life;

it is your duty to find something beautiful within life,

no matter how slight.”

— Elizabeth Gilbert

A tiring/fun Friday

A wonderful Saturday

A fantabulous Sunday

What a great way to start the week

Happy 18th, love

(tho I'm tired and thoroughly beaten)

2009-04-30T10:01:00.000-07:00

“ I didn’t want any flowers,

I only wanted to lie with my hands turned up and be utterly empty.

How free it is, you have no idea how free"

- Sylvia Plath

I revel in silence and freedom

Heartbreaks and cold weather

1 AM quiet is what I need

Strawberry swing

2009-04-19T09:14:00.000-07:00

“ Giving up doesn’t always mean you are weak;

sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go ”

— Unknown

I wished I had the gift of writing,

but beautiful words do not have an affinity with me

I wished I had the gift of singing, but I never fail to go out of tune

I wished I had the gift of knowledge, but my brain's too puny

I wished I had the gift of discipline, but I always procrastinate

I wished I was strong, I try to be

But I am blessed to have the ability to write

I am blessed to be able to speak

I am blessed to be have education

I am blessed to be disciplined at times (hehe)

I am blessed to be weak so that I know that I need God

I am blessed x infinity

And I wish you could see it too.

(with inspiration)

HANG IN THERE FRIENDS!!!! :)

2009-04-12T08:16:00.000-07:00

1) I feel much better after h2h with sister

2) SEA conference was a ________ (fill in yourself)

3) I need Revelation #3

4) "I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing"

5) Take things with a pinch of salt

6) I'm sorry

7) The line between thinking and feeling

8) Green grass and rainbows

9) Heartaches Part II

10) WATERPOLO GIRLS GO!!!!!

2009-03-28T07:09:00.000-07:00

via (quote-book, hit-or-miss, littlemiss)

10 thoughts since school reopened:

1) Season's starting soon!

2) I look forward to meeting my friends everyday

3) Best friend's overseas, and I miss her alr.

4) I am tired of always saying I can't

5) Am I also your backup plan? I feel like I am

6) I feel better after last night

7) H2H talks

8) “Just ‘cause I love you and you love me, it doesn’t mean that we’re meant to be.”

— Lions, Tigers & Bears by Jazmine Sullivan

9) Complete obedience

10) I enjoyed today! FG FTW:)

2009-03-23T09:18:00.000-07:00

lyrical graphics

In Perfect Time - Jill Barber

2009-03-14T07:54:00.000-07:00

There is more to life than increasing its speed.

- Mahatma Ghandi

2009-02-25T07:34:00.000-08:00

But it's harder to hold on to your hands

And the hands of time

Had trg at kallang and on the way back, Yiwei Mel and I saw a rainbow!!!!

It was a huge one that stretched across hundreds of miles.

While on the train back, Mel and I saw another rainbow!!!!

It reminded me of the communion message Ivan and I shared not too long ago.

Rainbows are the ladders to Heaven, and they remind us of God's promises.

Most importantly, it reminded me of how much God loves me.

Will hang in there for school!

1. I'm enjoying every moment with you girls

2. I'm starting to see how our friendships can work out

3. Recommend me a good eye cream!

4. Brenda Procrastination Yap needs to change

5. It's time to focus and not get distracted

6. Strangers and Angels

7. I need to fall asleep

8. Willing to let go but gone too deep, too hard to pull out

9. Are you okay?

10. Let's not entertain such thoughts, shall we?

Let's press on with school! :)

2009-02-15T08:11:00.000-08:00

VALENTINE'S DAY 09 WAS THE BEST VDAY EVER:)

Spent it first at local cip, then the bible talk, then highlight of the day: picnic by the river by my girlfriends (best company anyone can get) We ate subway on a velvet like cloth by the river with rose petals all around us. We lit candles and had sparkling ribena in place of wine. We did a chemistry test to know each other better and that was fun! Esp the question "which part of the body does she not like about herself?" HAHAHAHA

Love encompasses everything, never fails, never disappoints. (L)

Just 10 thoughts:

(hello mel and xq, i know you're reading this and trying to guess which point's for who hahaha. i miss you both!)

1. I love SMGG:) we need h2h talks and i rlly want to be there for each and everyone of you. Thanks for being there for me.

2. I can't deny I'm a wee bit disappointed and tired of the mind games

3. How are you?

4. I need a break

5. There is a time for everything

6. Teach me to prioritize and be disciplined

7. Block Tests in 3 weeks time! :/

8. Thank you bros for the awesome vday service and gifts!

9. "Finding a heart worth the breaking"

10. I'd wish time will stop

2009-01-23T08:13:00.000-08:00

In an effort to get people to look into each
other’s eyes more,
the government has decided to allocate
each person exactly one hundred
and sixty-seven words, per day.

When the phone rings, I put it
to my ear without saying hello.
In the restaurant I point
at chicken noodle soup.

I am adjusting well to the new way.
Late at night, I call my long distance lover
and proudly say I only used fifty-nine today.
I saved the rest for you.

When she doesn’t respond,
I know she’s used up all her words
so I slowly whisper I love you,
thirty-two and a third times.
After that, we just sit on the line and
listen to each other breathe.

-- Jeffrey McDaniel

1. Sometimes I just need some escape
2. Teach me Lord to wait
3. Did I pray/fast hard enough?
4. Clean up the tears and pick up the pieces
5. Things are going too fast and I need a Starbucks moment
6. Am I leading you on? Tell me.
7. I enjoyed lunch today at Seoul Gardens with Hein gang! :) :) :)
8. Happy Birthday Chesed!!!
9. I am sorry
10. A day truly to be remembered

2009-01-13T06:56:00.000-08:00

I wish you bluebirds in the spring

To give your heart a song to sing

And then a kiss, but more than this

I wish you love

And in July a lemonade

To cool you in some leafy glade

I wish you health

And more than wealth

I wish you love

My breaking heart and I agree

That you and I could never be

So with my best

My very best

I set you free

I wish you shelter from the storm

A cozy fire to keep you warm

But most of all when snowflakes fall

I wish you love

But most of all when snowflakes fall

I wish you love

I wish you love

I wish you love, love, love, love, love

10 thoughts:

1. School has started and there're so many things in my mind

2. I feel lost

3. I miss my church friends!

4. What am I gonna do with you?

5. There're so many times I think of you without knowing why, I feel like pushing you out of my mind

6. I need God, discipline, focus, time

7. I feel the pain when you cry, how can I help you?

8. There's more to life than all this, WHAT NOW?

9. Is this enough?

10. I could use someone like you

2009-01-07T07:38:00.000-08:00

10 thoughts:

1. The company today was awesome: Sunkissed and serenade me
2. Bring me back to where I was from 14-29nov, I'd give anything to be there
3. I'M BURNT AND DYING OF HEAT I NEED THE AIRCON
4. Love wasn't built for speed
5. I NEED REVELATION NO2
6. Are you satisfied with just this?
7. "I take pictures with my mind and store them in my heart as memories"
8. Happy belated birthday, bestest and finest Audrey!
9. "Love makes all the difference"

10. To save the best for the last: THE SAJC 2008 VIDEO IS AWESOMEZ (thanks pub peeps esp mel mark and debs love love love!)

2008-12-29T07:12:00.000-08:00

Credits to http://skippiethebush.deviantart.com/ and http://hclemon.deviantart.com/

Was supp to meet Janette to do new year resolutions but also coincidentally met Tingyu and Esther while on our way to vivo! Tingyu joined us to visit Lynette who was working at Vivo's Coffee Bean and we had a really fun time together! Talked about alot of random things but they're all very thought provoking.

Tingyu said "Imagine if rain drops were angels that got too heavy after eating too much in Heaven!"

How cute would that be! Now I look at rain in a different light. Rain drops can be angels too!:) So dnt be so sad if it rains...it might be God sending his loved ones down to remind you that He loves you!

A great way to end the year. I'm resolved and excited for 2009. I hope it starts on a positive note!:)

2008-12-21T07:09:00.000-08:00

People I miss, love, thank God for (and to fill up space ahahaha)

Does the world seem gray with empty longing
Wearing every shade of cynical
And do you ever feel that
here is something missing?

And the restless soul is searching
There's a god-shaped hole in all of us
And it's a void only he can fill

--

So true!
Just a random thought after hearing this song.
God is the only one that can fill the void in us! How comforting to know.

A few days to Christmas (I'm excited)
A few days to the New Year (I'm also excited)

--

1. What I saw today really got me thinking
2. I'm glad for friends like you
3. I miss all of you who are overseas! COME BACK QUICK:)
4. I'd like to relieve those memories once more
5. Tell me why am I still holding on

2008-12-07T07:38:00.000-08:00

I feel that if I blog about my trip right now in the wee hours of the morning, I do the trip no justice as I am not in my best state of mind (after babysitting). So in summary till I find time to really pen down all my thoughts, this trip was unforgettably truly awesomely an eye opener.

This trip has opened my eyes to many things around me. At a glance,

5 things I'm grateful/thankful for:

a. I thank God for blessing us on this trip and keeping us safe esp during the Thailand crisis! It was exciting for me tho hahaha!!!

b. I am grateful and thankful for such awesome team members

c. I am grateful for good weather during the trip

d. I am grateful for the chance to see how less fortunate we are besides material items

e. I am grateful I am still alive today so that I can make a difference to the life I'm living

10 thoughts

a. The night sky in Chiangmai is sooo pretty - countless stars and maybe shooting ones too! AUDREY VICTORIA said during the trip "It really pains me to know that we're all looking at the same sky yet we all see different things." Whenever I look at the sky, I'm reminded of this. Amirah also said "The limitless stars in the sky reminds us of the limitless opportunities we have."

b. I am finding the pace of my life too fast and want to slow down

c. WHO INVENTED HOMEWORK?!

d. I wonder what the kids in the Ban Pha Taek village are doing now...

e. My life revolves around Thailand time (which is one hr slower than SG)

f. I don't yearn for material things like I used to (eg I used to want a BACKPACK but now I dnt think it's necessary)

g. I miss brushing my teeth in the dark with Audrey, Mf, Georgina

h. I miss the Thai national anthem and their pledge/prayers every morning!

i. I REALLY NEED A REVELATION

j. Your heart is keeping in time with mine

Will post the pictures the next time I'm more sane! :) I MISS TEAM TWO TERRIBLY

2008-11-30T07:07:00.000-08:00

"The ones who are crazy enough to change the world are usually the ones that do. "

WE'VE RETURNED SAFELY FROM CHIANGMAI!!!!:)
And I enjoyed myself inside out, upside down. It was really an experience of a lifetime and there was nothing better than to be spend the two weeks there. No regrets! Learnt alot and also had alot of fun. Cldn't wake up this morning without feeling weird cos I didnt see any of my team members. WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMZZZ!!!

Will blog more when im free!!! I miss everyone on the team (L)

But it feels good to be home.

2008-11-11T04:47:00.000-08:00

Pardon our unglamness (!!)

Will be leaving with these people on the 14th nov, friday night till 28th nov, friday afternoon FOR OCIP!!!!:) So till then, keep us in your prayers!

2008-10-26T08:41:00.000-07:00

5 thoughts:

1) I'm sorry
2) Have I changed?
3) I miss you in more ways than one
4) I'm excited!
5) I thank God for you you you and you

2008-10-12T07:56:00.000-07:00

10 thoughts:

1) I'm grateful for everything
2) How can this love be a good thing?
3) I'm excited
4) Tell me why does PW exist
5) Do you wish things between us could be better?
6) Maybe time will tell
7) I wish I could be like you
8) I'm blessed more than ever to have this family
9) I can never live without my friends
10) Bless the soul who invented the tunes

2008-10-07T07:09:00.000-07:00

"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go."
Joshua 1:9

2008-09-30T09:54:00.000-07:00

PROMOS ARE SO OVER!!! Thank God, family and friends for bringing me through this trying period. It's an achievement so everyone shld pat their backs! :) YOU SURVIVED THE PROMOS MAN HAHAHAHA K i'll go enjoy and maybe be back someday.

(i actually miss the mugging for promos all the night study sessions and coming back to school on sat sigh ive got no more studying to do now, but thank God for friends!)

You people will always have a special place in my heart! LOVE YOU GIRLS:)

2008-08-27T07:07:00.000-07:00

HIATUS UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE!!!

Got to study for promos and blogger is becoming boring:/ haha! So till then, MUGGGGGG:)

2008-08-10T05:50:00.000-07:00

Really outdated photos (fault on my part!) Hahaha havent been here for a long time cos ive been rlly busy with everything else. I guess my blog can wait when other things are calling. Hahaha but it's a holiday tomo, so why not! :)

Mark's so called farewell. He cldnt make it in the end :/
546!!! :) the people i hang out with everyday haha check em out!
ALICIA'S BELATED BIRTHDAY!! And stmargs friendssss
Speech Day!!! :)
Plus, my ever so awesome cricketers!! :) (L)

--

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's

--

School's on the roll
CCA's cut to one day
Promos in 6 weeks time
And my timetable sucks

But thank God for friends and family!!!!

2008-07-27T04:03:00.000-07:00

When I get to Warwick Avenue
Meet me by the entrance of the tube
We can talk things over a little time
But promise me you won't stay by the light

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The week has been pretty crammed and busy but it sure paid off! :)
I totally enjoyed Speech Day 2008!! 4E6 trumps everything!
Everything this week was brilliant and I didnt get detention! (Thank God!)

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Check this website out: http://www.yellowmonkeyemergency.blogspot.com/
This is the bomb! They tell you where you can find the thrift shops are! Get stuff at cheap price, esp vintage items!!

http://facehunter.blogspot.com/
Nice for eyecandies and just checking the style out.

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RAPTURE THIS WED YAY YAY YAY HAHA

2008-07-07T06:06:00.000-07:00

Remember,

Hollywood's not America

School's starting on a high note!!! YOUTH DAY WAS TODAY HAHA AND IT WAS A HOLIDAY! :) Im glad for it. To rest and just chill haha spent it with my sister and lynzzz haha we went swimming!!:) But didnt get any tanner. Anw we had a gr8 time! Eating french fries and hot milo aft the swim haha (it was supposed to be wet weather plan) HAHA countdown to friday! COME QUICK QUICK I miss ma homies!

Have you ever done something you regretted? Hmmm. It's such a burden. Go home, my girl, go home. You've been away far too long.

2008-06-27T10:15:00.000-07:00

(from mel)

CTs are SO OVER!!! What say you! My life resumes hahaha k will blog more when I'm free. In the meantime, it's time to celebrate! though i may not deserve such a break since im such a last minute mugger. Sigh but whatever! HAHA KTHXBYE

2008-06-21T08:46:00.000-07:00

Psalms 118:8
'It is better to trust in the LORD than to put confidence in man.'

THE HOLIDAYS ARE COMING TO AN END (tomo's the last day to be exact :/) And this holiday is a holiday to remember! So many things happened and I've never regretted any of it. Bad or good, they all had something I could learn from. AND I MISS MY HOMIES and officially detest my books (notes) hahahaha

AND CTs are on the FIRST week of school! How tortorous is that! ): K good luck people!!

Alright see you guys after CTs when my life officially resumes back! (L)

Parting is never sweet and you girls will always be in our hearts. Words can never be enough to describe what you girls mean to us. Dnt cry cos we believe God will have a better plan for you girls in campus. I LOVE YOU ALL ALWAYS AND WILL MISS YOU FOR ETERNITY! (L) (L) (L)

2008-06-10T01:34:00.000-07:00

Even if your hands are shaking

And your faith is broken

Even as the eyes are closing

Do it with a heart wide open

Hey all,

IM GOING OFF TO TIOMAN, 11th June to 13th June where there is sun sand and fishes! I'll be back on Friday night, so till then, I'll miss you alll! I promise to bring back a little bit of sunshine for you guys. (HAHAHA)

Reminder to self: Mug for cts when I'm back

2008-05-28T07:27:00.000-07:00

"The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair. the beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes because that is the doorway to her heart, the place love resides."

-Audrey Hepburn

STUDY HARD FOR COMMON TEST ALL YOU HOMIES :) GOOO GOOO we will conquer the syllabus and make it our best friend. All the wayyyy (btw, the syllabus kills alright)

2008-05-24T06:21:00.000-07:00

DAVID COOK WON!

This is one thing that made my day haha he's got a SEXY VOICE and no one can deny it HAHAHA

I like his version of Dream Big (second song sung during finals) and I tell you he's is inspiring! ROCK ON DUDE HAHAHA the other david wasnt that bad, but his voice doesnt have the edge and it's too sugar-coated. DAVID COOK IS SEXY HAHA

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The holidays are here (But not to stay cos we have school till Wed) But im really glad for this break that we can hang out and not forget, MUG cos we have Common Test aft the hols. Thank God for hols and LOADS OF HOMEWORK BAH HAHA

You are a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely

2008-05-12T05:51:00.000-07:00

So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you
Yeah, I miss you

So far away from where you are
Standing underneath the stars
And I wish you were here

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Highlight of the day: RUGBY MATCH WITH ACS(i)!
We lost though haha but it's okay, SA FTW!
We had good sportsmanship and the game was rlly exciting! (well at least to me)
Hahaha

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I miss stmargs alot now ):
All the fun memories start flowing back, like how much I wanted to graduate from smss but now I dnt rlly want to be in sajc yet. I'm just not ready. And coz I want to spend more time with stmargs and my girlfriends. I NEED THEM BADLY

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Screw all the problems now
Go hear DAVID COOK - Always Be My Baby

2008-05-07T08:48:00.000-07:00

OMG THIS IS SUCH A LONG TIME AGO BUT IM GOING TO PUT THIS UP!

Met mel today! She's like one of my best friends in stmargs, nice and all things sweet! Hahah i rlly missed her and words cannot describe how much she means to me! We're most prolly going to meet every wed haha! This is cool stufff! Thanks for everything mel, you're the best! (:

2008-05-01T06:26:00.000-07:00

Thank you for everything on my special day (:

You people are treasured and everything so words can't say how much you people mean to me, thank you! (: TO ALL THOSE WHO WISHED ME OR CELEBRATED WITH ME MY BIRTHDAY (L)

Also HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO:

22April Gerard

23April Sab! Naomi Eve Fariza Stephchia Joycelek (Many others)

24April PuayYen Desmond

26 April Lynetteeee! :D

30 April Erica!

2 April Kevin!

2008-04-19T20:12:00.000-07:00

I miss SMSS Friends ): HAHAHA The best clique ever, we got to meet up k

Cause I know my God saved the day

And I know His word never fails

And I know my God made a way for me

Salvation is here

Cricket camp was the bomb! And yeah i'm proud to be a cricketer! HAHAHA except that ive got muscle aches all over and awesomely sunburnt. Okay i gotta go rush all my homework and mug for tests! HAVE A GOOD WEEK AHEAD!

Psalm 95:7

"Today, if you hear His voice, do not harden your hearts."

2008-04-12T08:58:00.000-07:00

I’m a little scared to hold you close
Cause I just might never ever let you go
Caught up in your smile
I’m happy as a child
But I’m still drowning
Drowning in your love

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I'll blog more when im free but for now, PW KILLS HAHAHA

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It's the church's 20th anniversary! So we have a month long celebration!
And i'll blog more again! TMR'S THE CARNIVAL :D HAHAHA COMECOMECOME
Text or call me if you're interested! (:
AND THE CONCERT NEXT WEEK (: It's gna be so cool alright.

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OKAY BACK TO PW ):

2008-03-17T07:14:00.000-07:00

You say the most beautiful things

An endless list of treasures of trimmings

It takes all my faith just to start

I don't care now how much I'm wrong

SCHOOL HAS STARTED! tests, tutorials, lessons, 5pm bus rides home are all becoming a routine alr. So I pray that the Lord will bring me through this week! And plus, Easter Sunday is coming! YAY

I was studying in the school library and found this really cool quote book! It has categories ranging from worry to nothing. Everything you ask for (well, almost) is inside this book. How cool is that! Anw, the book is 'A Word from the Wise - Rosemarie Jarski'.

Here are some awesome quotes to let you get by!

"Zen is to have the heart and soul of a little child." - Taknan

"If stars should appear one night in a thousand years, how would man believe and adore!" - Ralph Waldo Emerson

"Miracles are made in the heart."- Pinnochio, Adventures of Pinnochio

"We do not remember days, we remember moments." - Cesare Pavese

"It is not necessay to have great things to do. I turn my little omelette in the pan for the love of God." - Brother Lawrence

I am so totally going to look for the book the next time! Dang cool :)

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our afflicion, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God. For as we share abundantly in Christ's sufferings, so through Christ we share abundantly in comfort too.

- 2 Corinthians 1:3-5

2008-03-10T19:44:00.000-07:00

Angel of mercy

How did you find me?

Where did you read my story?

Pulled from the papers

Desperate and hardened

Seeking a moment every fix

YES THE MARCH HOLIDAYS ARE HERE EVERYONE SCREAM AND SHOUT FOR JOY

Hahaha okay it's a good time to catch up with sleep, work and friends :)

AND FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME IM GNA MAKE FULL USE OF MY HOLIDAYS!

Mon: Study, go for meeting

Tues: Study, SA08s16 CHALET!

Wed: Greenridge schl, MEETING SMSS BUDDIES!

Thurs: APGP DATE ): (Movie with friends)

Fri: Studddddy (Bible study?)

Im really glad it's balanced and ive got better time management this holiday! YAY PRAISE THE LORD WHEEEEE Okay I srsly miss school cos I miss the people but I detest the tutorials. Alright I gotta go nw, need to study cos we have CA1s after hols (Yuks) hahaha

2008-03-05T06:55:00.000-08:00

And I want you to know, I'll be here till my hair falls out

And shining when the lights burn out

I know it's been while but I can't help smile

When you turn my world upside down

Check this out! He has such a nice voice and plus, it's ACOUSTIC Wah okay!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJapIXeyqyQ

On a sidenote, I really want a fisheye! It's dang cool okay, it adds another perspective to your photos. You appreciate the world even more through fisheye (:
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School has been fun, we're alr put into our classes and s12 is cool k! (PAE s16 is the bestest) We have all the fun stuffs and im glad our class is at least sticking together. We even have self initiated pe, we're the only class k! HAHAHA whatever it is, SA is sure looking much better. And I thank God for it. The only downside is the homework. All the tutorials are killing me ): HAHA I NEED MATH AND CHEM TUITION SOS!

I've realised how friendships of the world differ from friendships in church. I'm so grateful I'm protected by God and faith and have friends that understand what I'm going through. And most importantly, I have God as my refuge. GOGOGO And I realised that i'm attracted to things that are nostalgic, hmmm

Happiness resides not in posessions and not in gold; the feeling of happiness dwells in the soul.

~Democritu

2008-02-24T06:12:00.000-08:00

In the party love,

Some band’s playing hallelujah

Hallelujah

In the corner love

All night girls drink wine and try to sing along

So, JAE has started and no, it doesnt feel the same as PAE. For the better or the worse, I can't decide. I really miss the people who left SA (esp from 08s16 and og17) and I can't believe I'm still holding onto those memories. Im the kind of person who moves on pretty fast with life, partly cos I've got such a bad memory. But now, it just doesnt seem the same.

Hopefully as the days go by, we'll be more bonded and the j1 cohort will be better after all. HAHAHA and we can go pon somemore classes, gerard! Anw, my new og17 is quite cool okay i tell you, very nice people in there. HAHAHA

I need some time along with God, coffee/tea and a really good book. I hope and pray. ANW TOUCH RUGBY TMR WHEEE :D

2008-02-16T08:19:00.000-08:00

Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that

There's a reason to

Write you a love song today
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The perfect morning: My Bible and a cup of tea. (along with God)

I'm drowning in my homework, someone tell me how!

The end of first intake is nearing and I'm so gna miss 08s16 ): and OG 17 ):

2008-02-09T09:40:00.000-08:00

Is He not strong enough

Is He not pure enough

To break me, pour me out and start again

The LORD is my strength and my song; he has become my salvation. He is my God, and I will praise him, my father's God, and I will exalt him.

- Exodus 15:2

2008-02-03T00:27:00.000-08:00

Living for God's approval is better than living for man's applause.

The week had been a hustle bustle week (I realised I've always led a hustle bustle week) but I'm really glad that CNY is around the corner. Time for family, friends and goodies (I'll lose my voice, Im sure) and all the nice things. I can't wait!

I sure lifted a huge load off my shoulders after spending time with Jess on sat. Now I know what to do, where to go, how to handle such things when it crosses my path. I guess it's all in the name of life! God, help me to pray when I come across such situations.

After so many weeks of schooling, I am still drowning in my homework and I'm really tired! HAHAHA and really sad cos people are leaving sa ): But im still grateful that many are staying and I hope we still stay together! :D

Ushering with Clarence has been fun cos he's just SO lame. HAHAHA! What sponge you, slup etc hahaha! And he has a problem with MY articulation. SLUP HIM OKAY hahaha! And had lunch with small group today, loved it. We should do it more often! (: (:

Oversized pants, with an ego to match

Psalm 59:16
“But I will sing of your strength, in the morning I will sing of your love; for you are my fortress, my refuge in times of trouble.”

2008-01-31T07:18:00.000-08:00

When the hearts come together for a rolling good time.

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Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the well spring of life.

-Proverbs 4:23

2008-01-25T09:22:00.000-08:00

Nothing is impossible for You. (Green grass and a tub of ice cream)

God is faithful till the end. All glory be to God! (: Got my Os result yesterday and honestly, I felt disappointed and cried. But after crying, I realised that maybe God has a reason for giving me such marks. Got a 12 for L1R5 without taking away bonus points yet.

I thank God for bringing me thru this period when I discovered and rediscovered many things about God, myself and the people around me. It's the process that counts, not the results. I trusted in God, and he didn't fail me. I just had my expectations too high up and now I need time to recover from the fall :O But, GLORY BE TO GOD! (:

So I might be returning to SA! How awesome is that. I think God left no better choice for me to choose, so the next one in mind is just SA. Maybe God has something larger than life for me in SA. And I'm anticipating it.

Thank you ALL for the encouragements and hugs! (:

Had ice cream with mel and jk aftr the results and though it was short, I really had a good time. Missed them SO much ): hahaha going to meet up with them sooon! Then went for dinner with usual clique and we had so much fun being so spastic! hahah thank you girls! Will post up the photos. Hahaha stay happy alright!

Now I look forward to the future with God and new found friends. Be brave, take heart!

2008-01-20T02:52:00.000-08:00

It's a big world out there.

The Williams and Hastings weekend just passed and I'm really refreshed and vibed to go on for the next week (though im really tired physically) hahaha. New week; new temptations but new faith to overcome those towering temptations and piling homework.

SA has been fun, with friends!(: They are the ones that keep me going back to SA (: Alrighty, need to go chiong hw!

Results are coming out this weeek! AHHHH pray for us! God will bring us through but we also need to praise God if we lose or win. And take heart; be brave! (: I'll get to meet my st margs friends! I cant wait, seriously can't wait, amidst the depressing fact about our results. But still, GOGOGO! :D

2008-01-16T03:57:00.000-08:00

They love to tell you

Stay inside the lines

But something's better

On the other side

I love to blog short posts. Cos I have no time hahaha! So far SA has been cool. Come to SA alright! (: And O level results are coming out ): Why so soon!

And Bruce Williams is coming! Special service! (: COME COME COME :D

2008-01-08T04:12:00.000-08:00

Matthew 6:21

" For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also. "

2007-12-30T18:54:00.000-08:00

You're black and beautiful, yellow, tan
You're white as light and soft as sand
With greens and greys and oh for days
A silver lining on the way you cover everyone
Just like a morning sun
You turn me into someone I would rather be

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The Year 2007 has finally come to an end. I'm really glad that I've closed everything I needed to so that 2008 will be a good year.

So, Happy New Year! (in advance since I won't be home :P)

2007-12-29T05:01:00.000-08:00

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had and me

2007-12-24T23:22:00.000-08:00

When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

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Merry Merry Christmas! (: It's been one heck of a time trying to finish christmas gifts and cards and planning for parties, going for parties, eating alot of christmas food and goodies. But I had alot of fun and I can't wait for Boxing Day! (: (:

Also, let us not forget the real reason why we celebrate Christmas: the birth of Baby Jesus! :D I really thank God for placing family and friends in my life. You all are the bombz k! Thank you all for your pressies and cards, i loved it :D

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Christmas party was really fun, pictures up realllly soon k! (: And i found out what was missing during the retreat! Will share with you asap.

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Plusss, End of Year party is coming soooon! (: (:

2007-12-19T02:31:00.000-08:00

Moving on down my street
I see people I won't ever meet
Think of her, take a breath
Feel the beat in the rhythm of my steps
And sometimes it's a sad song

(Hey there Jacinda, Nike, Kevin, Brens, Sonia)
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So it has been 3 days since the retreat and I've no doubt grown closer to the teens. I've learnt so much from the retreat; the bonding of games, the painting of the orphanage, the bbq and just having friends around. It's so cool to know that you can paint, and paint for a good cause. Plus, being grateful and fortunate for your parents and the things we all have. Giving them the love and hope for that one hour seems to be the right thing to do.

The lessons were so inspirational, especially the MOVIE! We watched freedom writers, a movie that I wanted to watch for a long time. They chose that movie to watch and it was fantabulous. I really loved it. The lesson done by Charles really gave me a heart for people and the lesson by Uncle Teck gave me a heart for my friends, to have true friends and not just shallow friendships. Awesome! (:

Retreat was full of fun; crazy roommates, group mates, koreans, japanese, POPTARTS, trekking to the room everyday, jumping, dancing, singing, etc. Hahaha i really enjoyed this retreat and I can't describe it all in words. But, something seemed to be missing from this retreat. But I do not know what. Why? God, help me.

Christmas party on Friday! Theme is Black Christmas hahaha, can't wait. But man, we'll be in Black. HAHAHA

Alex got me hooked onto Saosin's Seven Years :P It's a combination of Screamo and Emo Rock. HAHAHA But it's addictive. HAHAHA christmas shopping tmr with gang and christmas lights with teens! (:

2007-12-17T01:51:00.000-08:00

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything,
We can be anything

I'll meet you tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems,
You're only in my dreams

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I'm back! And I checked my posting results. So I got into SA (: That's great, but I have mixed feelings. No idea why.

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Got back from church retreat! (: It was fun, no doubt, but many things intruded and disturbed my mind during the retreat. But I want to remember the good things, not the bad ones. Will blog more when I have more time! (: Thank God that we're back safely and we had absolutely gorgeous weather in Batam! (:

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Christmas is coming, sha-la-la! (:

2007-12-11T20:16:00.000-08:00

Leaving on a ferry to Batam

13th Dec - 16th Dec! (:

Going for church retreat! So don't text/call me cos it'll cost more! So wait till I return k! (: So long, farewell!

2007-11-30T22:15:00.000-08:00

Your love is like a river

Peaceful and deep

Your soul is like a secret

That I never could keep

When I look into your eyes

I know that it's true

Yesterday started as a good day out but ended with a trashy ending. Tears were shed, faces were red, voices hollered. But one thing I brought away from yesterday is to not to be self focussed, but to give and take. To let go of things that do not matter that much and to hold onto matters that are worth holding onto.

What my mom and sister said made alot of sense. The obstacles infront of me are placed by God cos God knows that my heart, mind and soul are ready to take the on challenge. He wants to mould me through this challenge and God knows that I'm ready for it. If I were to quit and back down, God will ask me to go strengthen my heart soul and mind once again. So I should just go for it and perservere on :D

This week has been quite okay. I've currently been hooked up onto acoustic songs, photography, icons and quotes. Hahaha some quotes are hilarious, while some are heart warming. Same for the icons or photographs. Check this website out!

http://www.xanga.com/PaperFramePhoto

It's a photojournal by a lady of God and her photographs are really nice. Plus, her blog has a song that is awesome. It's really inspiring to know that one can take such good photos of God's creation.

http://protractedsmile.livejournal.com/

This site has some good icons that will work for those who prefers mini photographs cos they give you the kicks or turn you on. Yuppo

I've just gotten my first pay! Hahaha went for sushi buffet with Sara and Nic (erica couldnt join us :/ ) and it felt so good to be with my best friends. Laughing like hyenas and enjoying what we do best : eat :P Hahaha i utterly enjoyed that day. We may be planning some chocolate buffet someday and a stayover/ tonning time! Man, good times sure last.

I just love my library sessions with Lorinda. Be it during the O levels period or now, it's just nice to be in the library reading books and looking at people as they walk pass. I've been reading Torey Hayden books and they're really powerful. Very realistic too. Go catch one if you can! (:

"Beauty is not in the face; beauty is a light in the heart." — Kahlil Gibran

2007-11-25T05:26:00.000-08:00

We've all been down that road before

Searching for that something more

World's spinning 'round

There's no sign of slowing down

So won't you take a breath?

Just take a breath

"In all affairs, it's a healthy idea, now and then, to hang a question mark on things you have long taken for granted." -Betrand Russell.

Sometimes words speak louder than actions.

Missing my clique in school! ):

Man, so sorry that I couldn't go ice skating cos of work but I promise I'll go next time.

Missing you girls alot!

The new week starts tmr, with a brand new start. I miss the hectic lifestyle that I always have from studying. When everyone seems to think you're precious and they protect you like you're the latest treasure. But now, we are left to stand on our own and fight the harsh world outside. Whether the battle will be a winning or a losing one, I don't know for sure. But one thing I'm sure is that the Lord is fighting the battle WITH me. Not infront, not behind, but beside me. (: (:

That fact is comforting enough to put all my worries and fears behind. I just need to embrace my cup of life with more enthusiasm and reality. YESYES GOGO!

It's so amazing how God replies to my fears and worries ALL THE TIME without even speaking to me. Just reread the paragraph above. It started off bad but ended off good. It just puts a full stop to my worries. How ironic but awesome! :D

I seem to be writing to no audience, heh. SUSHI BUFFET ON TUESDAY WITH CHURCH GANG! (: I can't wait, I just more need time with people I am close to instead of the hustle and bustle of the working world. I want to feel like a teen again. Teens just wna have fun! Hahaha

2007-11-20T17:36:00.000-08:00

Its up to me

Its up to me and I'm still hoping

Its up to me for you to hold me

Its up to me to let you go

Its up to me

But for all you know

I'm already gone

I've never really thought of playing the acoustic guitar in my life, but after hearing many acoustic versions of songs, I might consider taking up acoustic guitar lessons. For example, go hear this song: Up to Me by Five Times August. It's a really cool song and the guitar has got me hooked onto the song. Though the lyrics make no sense, I really appreciate the melody and how the guitar plays. (:

I just realised that I have a soft spot for slow, acoustic songs. They tug at my heart strings and make my emotions more realistic. This is cause the music is at it's very basic with only a few instruments, and you can hear the singers' feelings. The raspiness of their voices also makes me search my heart for things that I've been hiding or have been pushing away. In whole, it makes me come to appreciate the song at it's best just by concentrating on the lyrics.

So what have I been up to since O levels ended? Been out for the last whole week hanging out with friends, and this week was my work week. The children are really cute and active so they never fail to make me feel tired everyday. But even though i'm tired, I always look forward to seeing them the next day! (:

So I havent got time to actually sit down and rest :P And i've got pictures to upload, so I'll do it this weekend. Meanwhile, I'm enjoying my time with the kids at the Educare! (: Hahaha And I cant wait for Ghost Hunt this friday! Woo, so exciting!

Quote of the Day:

"The little things are infinitely the most important." - Arthur Conan Doyle

2007-11-13T04:28:00.000-08:00

Empty smile

Naked heart

Who I Was

Falls apart

When you're here inside of me

It's OVEEER! The end of the tunnel is here; the end of monstrous Os! (:

You have no idea how relieved I am, and how excited I feel.

I'm really glad that I do not need to study for the next few months while I party, work and give my time to more meaningful things.

This last paper marked the end of my life in st margs, and I'm really grateful to God for his wisdom, power and strength, plus the heart to learn and be humble. All these didnt come overnight; it came from the Almighty God.

As I said before, I really wna see myself change during this trying period, and in a way, I have. After crying and pouring to the Lord, my quiet time is finally back on track and my thoughts have evolved to be more mature. I feel better than before (:

Having completed Os, it's time I set a new goal for myself. Life will not be simple now, knowing that I've graduated and have all the free time in the world to go haywire. Life is now not empty with the need to mug, and my social life has revived after many months of hibernation.

It's my heart that I need to guard; to keep it from going astray. It's the love of God that will keep me sane from all the excitement around me. It's the company of family, friends, sisters and brothers that will fill that void in my heart. It's my endurance and perseverance to run the race marked out for you and for me. Let us stay faithful. (:

"It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye. "

- The Little Prince

2007-11-12T02:12:00.000-08:00

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me
Yeah I miss you
And I wish you were here

I feel the beating of your heart
I see the shadows of your face
Just know that wherever you are
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

From Where You Are - Lifehouse

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This is song is really nice!
The lyrics are very emotive and this song is dedicated to some people.
Very touching so, catch the vid here!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iz0aCUPjwUs&NR=1

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One more paper to the end of O levels! I can't wait!
Shopping, class chalet, birthday celebrations, work and retreat at Batam!
Maybe even Hk with church gang! (:
I really can't wait, and I hope my hard work pays off.
Cos I want to make the rest a worthy one.

Quote of the Day:
"Perhaps the greatest magic of the human spirit is the ability to laugh. " -Torey Hayden.

2007-11-08T01:25:00.000-08:00

If I could be your superman,

I’d fly you to the stars and back again.

Cos everytime you touched my hand,

You feel my powers running through your veins

But I can only write this song,

And tell you that I’m not that strong.

Cos I’m no superman,

I hope you like me as I am.

Two more mcqs to the end of monstrous Os! (:

Chemistry and Biology. Hahah gna work hard for those papers, so that they can pull my pathetic paper 2s up ): Hahaha, then after that, it's time to party!

So many things happened during this O level period.

Like the passing away of the awesome warrior, David.

I really really want to see him in Heaven when I go, and I'm holding onto that thought to lead my days. I respect you, David.

The birth of two adorable baby girls, Keira and Reanne.

Congrats to their parents! Reanne is really cute, kawaii! :P

The excitement as the holidays draw near, and the dread of school when the new years draws near.

But fret not, jc will be a good two years! (:

Will blog more when I officially finish my O levels and I seriously can't wait to go out! Shopping and all the crazy moments with friends. Jiayou, A level girls! :D

2007-10-28T01:24:00.000-07:00

You're in a better place,
I've heard a thousand times
And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you
But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways
The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know
But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same
Cause I'm still here so far away from home

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

In Christ, there are no goodbye
And in Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
To see you again

And I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow

I've never been more homesick than now

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Many things have been happening now and the song above is one song to describe how many of us are feeling right now. Will blog more after the O levels, and there are 2 plus weeks to the end of O levels. I just can't wait.

2007-10-07T05:24:00.000-07:00

Presenting to you, CLASS 4E6,

2007 St Margaret's Secondary School! (:

With Mdm yeo! She's so cutttte! :D
And the coolest teacher, Mr anthony! :D
MELZO My bestest chatting partner, i'll never forget you. Thanks for being there whenever I needed you! All the smacks, chats and smses really made my day. Let's meet up for a date okay! LOVE YOU! Jinger! My welfare buddy! Thanks for always being there for me and s3, when we stayed back so late and almost pulled our brains out trying to complete some s3 stuff. I'll never forget you! (: LOVE YOU! :D
4e6 with Coolest Form Teacher, Mdm Su and Mrs Lim's Shake Test tube action! :D
Jumping shot! (:
PAMZIE, ALICIA AND TRACYTAN!
Hey pam, thank you for the lovely memories you've filled my life with and I'll never forget your star chasing dreams and i'll see you on tv real soon huh! (: you've been an awesome part of my life in st margs. LOVE YOU!

Alicia, mdm yeo! I really love your company SO much, your little gifts encourage me so much! I like sitting infront of you & joy becos you two are so funny and cute! And all our shows talking, like jinshun and the 7oclock shows! haha, i'll miss that ALOT. so thank you once more, and tc! (: LOVE YOU!

Tracytan! You've been such a great friend, the cboxes and class really love you! (: thank you for making my life in smss really colourful with all the lame jokes and stuffff! hahaha, you and yonex, hahaha that was the joke of the century! but i really applaud your long term relationship! study hard okay! LOVE YOU!

With Mr Anthony again! (:

Dianne! (: My welfare senior! Really love you lots and you've been such a great friend. hahaha, all the mini hellos we have really make my day and thank you for making welfare such a great committee to be in. Study hard and LOVE YOU!

MDM YEO, best amath tcher! (: Really humorous and all! I even rmbr her asking what was I eating. In class! cos I was wiping my mouth. HAHA BUT I DIDNT EAT ANYTHING, so funny :P
Cboxes with Mdm Yeo! Faithful Fanclub! (:

Jinger again!(:
Sexxxy legss(:
Prefects! Brens, Pris, Dao, Wei! (:
Mrs Kwok! Our really fabulous prefect mistress! (: Very encouraging and trendy, tht's why we love her! (:
MELLLL! (:
Mr anthony and prefects, hoho

Pris! Godzillla! Hahah I really love sitting behind you in class. With all your lame jokes and all! (: It's okay lah, your pimples look gooood :D And our morning talks in the parade ground cos you're 33, i'm 34(: and we talk ALOT, hahaha! I'll always rmbr when I say i'm going to sleep, you'll always reply, "I'll catch you!" Hahahh thanks alot pris, i'll miss you and I LOVE YOU!

JINGXI! Hello good friend for a long time! And my best partner! I really thank God for putting you in my life and you really taught me alot of things! (: I miss the times we studied at venezia with our icecream, and mine always being rum&raisins with chocolate chip. And i'll never forget your lame jokes and all, plus the pressure i feel which motivates me to work harder. Thank you for your awesome friendship and I'll miss you! LOVE YOU!
The windmill Li Ru gave us! Really cute! :D
MDM SU! Coolest form teacher i tell youz! (:
Prefects are each end of Tammie!
Puiwah! My partner for 1 week plus cos Darsh wanted to change place. But i thoroughly enjoyed the times spent with her! She's SO awesome that i really thank God for putting her in my life. Her enthusiasm, plus her interesting stories and us talking about God/church/boys during lessons are so fun! i'll miss you and i'll always remember you! LOVE YOU!

Weekee! Hee, though I dont really talk to you but i think you're really cool! With sailing and all those stuff, gee you're good! (: Hahah i loved talking to you during that period at the library with the cookbooks on our laps! Really cool stuff. Thanks for being such a great friend, and i'll miss you! Study hard okay! LOVE YOU!
PICTURE OF THE CENTURY!!! (:
Tammie! I really love sitting next (space) next to you! (: Hahaha! I always get your sudden attacks and all but it is what makes me feel glad that there's someone who remembers me! (: HAHAH i really love your heart to work hard and score well, so study hard and I'll miss you! LOVE YOU!

Ruying, greens! I love you so much, i dont know what i'll do without you! You've been such a great friend, such a close friend that i can share my problems with! And you to me. Rmbr our dates and regular lunches at Golden Rooster? These are the small little things that make my heart smile! I really thank God for you and never ever regretted making such a fab friend like you. Study hard and I'll miss you! You're always in my mind. LOVE YOU!

Khooweiwey! I like to call your name like that! hahah you always ask why do i do that. It's shun whatt! HAHAH anw, i'll miss you when we go to diff schls! Cos we spend so much time tog during our prefect days! i really love your heart for people, for God and for your studies! Your heart to serve, to perservere and to love really motivates me to love the people that are hard too. I'll miss you, and you'll always be in my heart! LOVE YOU!

HERSHHHEY!, Darsh My awesome darling! (: I only have a few words for you: I LOVE YOU, And you'll never be forgotten! (: Study hard okay! You're always in my mind! Brens, Tracytan. kww!

The geog go-ers! (:

Going crazyyy with the hollow structure outside of our class, gee!
Nicolle, MY APPPPLES!(: Hello ultimate! you're the greatest company anyone can get and i really love all your masking tapes to me! You call me mama brenda and i call you apples! I love our geog classes tog! The time we can sing Prince of Peace and talk non stop! How many hours we can just chat! I'll miss you when we go, and you'll always be in my mind. LOVE YOU!

brens, shan, jayne!
SHAN! My awesome geog partner! I really love it when you tell me how to slim down and all! Your life story is really inspiring! And!AND!, i'm really glad you came to smss! (: I'll never forget our geog classes, cranking our heads to solve crazzzy geog essays with model ans, and you singing to me with your coool voice! All that i will miss): But study hard and dont worry, you can do it! (: LOVE YOU LOADS! (:

Tracytan!

Apples! (:
Jayne!

Greatest partner! (:
Godzillla, Nancy!
Nat!
Ah lian nat! (: Hahah hey girl! Soon to be- maybe classmate! HAHA Thanks for always chatting with me about God, and your goal to shine for Him! i really love your heart for the people around you! and your flair for writing! I'll never forget you! (: I'll miss you too, dear girl! Study hard and trust in the Lord. LOVE YOU!

Geog goers! (:

Astrid! (: LOVELY GIRL I really love chatting with you! Your lovely smile really warms my heart. i'll miss you! ): Study hard okay! LOVE YOU!

Dewi!, Astrid!
Xiaoxu! (: Hello girl! I'll miss you ALOTALOT when you go): Cos you're always the sweet girl willing to help anyone who needed help! (: I can't pen down the many times we had tog but it's so many that I'll miss you as a friend when we part our ways! (: Study hard okay! LOVE YOU!

Awesome geog tcher, Miss choo! (: [do we look alike? xP]

Loved apples!
Greens!
Eileen! My awesome buddddy during Something Big! You were so giving and we had so many funny talks! Plus that freaky web! Loved your company & I think you're really cool! (: HAHAH study hard okay! LOVE YOU!

Geog goers!

Gushi! My dearest Granddaughter! Our family tree goes back a LONG WAY(: Hahah i really love you ALOT! Your little gifts of encouragement for the class really goes a long way to encourage everyone! I loved your prayer on the last day and i almost cried): You'll always be in my mind and I'll never forget you. LOVE YOU!

Melby, Cbox! You funny girl. I love our bus rides! Though the rides are quiet cos we're both plugged into our zen playlists, i really love your presence as a friend! (: All the lame jokes that you crack and the funny way you laugh plus the crazyy dirty things that you do, ahem, i proud to call you my friend! Hee, i'll miss you): Do study hard and I LOVE YOU!

Zinby, Hello zinnia! Register Last of the class! I really enjoy your company! You're always my lab partner, tog with Pris, then you always never cover your chemicals! ZZZT but i still love you! Our crazy phy periods in the library, staring at the librarian and all. Plus our little godly chats! I'll miss them when i go, but i'll never forget you! LOVE YOU! And you pon alot of time eh! HAHAHA

Joy! I really love sitting in front of you! Your jokes always make my day pass faster and happier! With what YI LAI MEI MAO (insider joke) Hahahah! I'll miss you when we part and i'm sure you'll do well for the Os! LOVE YOU, study hard okay!

THE END, Class of 2007 St Margs ):

So I lift my eyes to you Lord

In your strength will I break through Lord

Touch me now, let your love fall down on me

I know your love dispels all my fears.

Through the storm I will hold on Lord

And I pray I will hold on, Lord

Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day

And I will be complete in

I will be complete in I will be complete in You

So Friday 5 Oct was the last day of school. With gifts and all from friends. Plus the graduation service. Building up of tears as we watch the slideshow pass by as the clock ticks.

Finally, the time has come for Class of 2007 to graduate from Smss.

I feel a sense of nostalgia, a desire to have a flashback to the days where we had mushroom hair and round specs to now, the cool seniors of smss!

I feel a sense of regret for wishing that this day would come asap, but now i wished it had last longer. ): With friends i've made throughout my four years, i've had quite a bit of quarrels, heartbreaks and tears. But never ever had I walked out of these situations without something to learn.

With these lessons, i have emerged out of smss a better person with a better heart and more confidence. I've never regretted coming to st margs (though the 1hr journey is killing for me) and i'm sure this was a plan of God.

From here, where do i go? That is for God to choose, and for me to anticipate. I'm sure wherever God places me, be it Jc of Poly, He will guide me through the difficult times and lead me to shine for Him.

With this, i bid St Margs goodbye and hello to O levels, siggh): HAHAHA Okay, bye!

2007-09-24T00:07:00.000-07:00

It's times like these we'll never forget

Stayin out to watch the sunset

I'm glad I shared this with you

Cause you set me free

Show me how good my life could be

How did you happen to me?

4 official weeks to O levels written papers, 7 weeks to the end of O levels WITH 2 half months of holidays! (: It will definitely pay off the mugging we're doing.

So this is for REAL, i'll quit coming online and ask my sister to set a good password on the computer. And let my social life come to a stop for 2 months. (:

And i'll mug my butt off. For real, no joke. I wna glorify Him with my marks, so i'll work hard with his strength, SEE YOU! (:

2007-09-18T01:46:00.000-07:00

When words are many, sin is not absent, but he who holds his tongue is wise.
Proverbs 10:19

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How do you take back something you have said?

I guess you can't. Then you regret. And drown in your own self pity. I think that is what happens to me all the time. Like today in the bubble tea shop. How i wish to take back the words I spoke to my friend about another girl. It's nothing harmful but i bet the girl felt something. I don't know her, we're not related but yeah, it's the conscience i guess. ):

I prayed about it, and came online. Then i saw the verse above. How true it is, when words are many, sin is not absent. How foolish I was to not hold my tongue. I regret, but I do not want to blow balloons and throw myself a pity party. I got to let go, learn from it and move on. And to hold my tongue next time, to not judge people and to speak softer. HAHA

To end on a lighter note, my prelims officially end tmr! WOOHOO Okay gotta go nw, need to mug for the chemistry practical tmr! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARSH! ( Hershey! )

2007-09-16T07:35:00.000-07:00

There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under Heaven. Ecc 3:1

So I leave this place with an intention to mug my butt off for the upcoming Olevels. I hope that my mind will be sane as I have already lost half of my mind to the books. I hope that my butt will not be hollow from studying too much and that I'll lose some baby fats I have. I hope that I'll be focussed enough to study hard and stop watching tv or stoning.

And to draw closer to God, to friends, to family. Through this trying period, help me to practise self control, self awareness and patience. The fruits of the Spirit, the fruits of the Spirit. And to water the God tree in my heart. To rely more on God than on the world or on my own strength cause all these will pass. They will fade and get tired, but God will NEVER get tired.

This is really my last time blogging till after the Os. It seems reasonable not to come online for a month plus, so till then I'll miss you! (:

PRAY FOR US, We really need your prayers.

2007-09-13T19:57:00.000-07:00

"You are the salt of the earth.
But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again?
It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men.
You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden.
Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl.
Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house.
In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven."

Matthew 5:13-16 (NIV)

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2007-09-09T03:58:00.000-07:00

So take my five loaves and two fishes,

Do with it as you will,

I surrender.

Take my fears, my inhibitions,

All my burdens, my ambitions..

You can use it all I hope its not too small.

Andrew did an awesome sharing about poor contribution today.

About giving the best that we have, and though how little it may seem, God will multiply it to help the poor. It's the heart and thought, not the magnitude.

He then played a song from Corrinne May's new album and the song really melted some hearts, including mine. I love the song now! (:

Came to church early and had a few whole minutes to myself cos Nic and Pam were late. The band was playing, then they switched to playing songs from Corrinne May's cd. It felt so good to be back in church, though I was in church on Friday as well. It's just different.

I had a great time reflecting on my life, and thinking about how I should change to be a better Christian as I'm going through my toughest time with Him. About trusting Him with the effort I give for my studies, with the faith that he will multiply it and grant victories for me, like He did.

I just need to pray, and surrender everything to Him. But even if it doesn't go my way, it will and should go the Lord's way. So praise Him! (:

I felt really relaxed today as I sat up at the Mezzanine, with the lights off while crooning to Corrinne May's new songs. I need to do that more often to make my walk with God special and much more meaningful.

Plus the prayer and many chats with Sara, Nichola and Pamela really made my day. I really thank God for such awesome friends.

Congrats to Tingyu getting baptised! Welcome to the kingdom, brother! :D

This is OFFICIALLY my LAST DAY ONLINE, until 14Nov, after the dreadful O levels. I need to do this, to ask my sister to put a password on the computer, cos I really WASTE alot of time online doing Nothing):

So, till then, KEEP PRAYING FOR US (O AND A LEVELS STUDENTS) TO HAVE A SMOOTH SAILING EXAM PERIOD (:

2007-09-06T18:18:00.000-07:00

Overdued photos! From Pamela's Birthday celebration and Bible Talk!
HAHAHA Feast on the eyecandies! :D

buggy-lookalikes!

Brian Oh (BO) Childhood friend! Happy birdday. HAHA

Gotta run while we're young,

And keep the faith

AHHH, I wanna catch HSM2! Who has disney channel and is free on sunday? Drop me a note! :D Okay, this is my last day going online! Until I finish my Os, so yeah. Hahah, i always break the codes that my sister make, so i'm going to ask her to change the code everyday. So I will get some productive studying done. SIGGH

Goodbye and goodnight to internet! :D

2007-09-04T21:31:00.000-07:00

Oh this is an S.O.S.

Don't wanna second guess

This is the bottom line

It's true

Day One of the new journey was good. Needed to learn to love the people hard to love, and to study too! HAVE DISCIPLINE. Plus, to stop sitting infront of the computer! I need to shift my butt somewhere, uh maybe to the stadium to run. Hmm, good idea. HAHA

Arab street and concourse outing with greens pretty soon! :D

Had an awesome time with her on monday. We went to get our fbts and had a great time catching up :D

Sunday was also a blast! HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAMELA, CPPP! :P

Hahaha, made her a full blown nerd by doing one enormous spectacles for her!

Pictures up real soon! (:

2007-09-03T18:04:00.000-07:00

Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be

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HAPPY HOLIDAYS! It's a comforting fact to know that I have one week of free time to just mug, catch up with friends and do some really late shopping. And to get my life back on track. (:
More time to spend with friends, family and most importantly, with God. I'm sure it'll be a beautiful week.

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DADDY IS TOUCHING DOWN ON FRIDAY! Awesome. Totally awesome. Can't wait to see him! :D

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I asked myself, what makes a Christian a Christian besides the fact that he/she is baptized in Christ and has his/her sins forgiven and is given eternal life? I'm sure that only difference is how a Christian would act and how a non-Christian wouldn't. I guess that is what i need to change.
Be with me as I go on this journey to emerge a better person, with a better heart. (:

2007-08-30T02:40:00.000-07:00

As the sun sets on battlefields

I hope you can save me

I hope you can save our wounded hearts

PRELIMS ARE OVER, NOT. It's just the holidays but the main papers are over so it wouldn't hurt to just let go and relax for awhile! :D

Papers were quite okay, but knowing that it's the prelims, the standard was quite hard and no doubt, the papers were killers): EVERYDAY I GOT SHOT AGAIN AND AGAIN.

Hahah, but it's only the prelims. So, It's Alright I guess.

But the holidays are here! So more mugging, more fun and I can watch tv. Awesome, awesome.

Life's great I guess. Gna have a lunch out with Greeens! (:

Yeah, it's a facade I put on when I face you.

You are so near, yet so far.

You're off in space and your heart never seems to land.

I guess you will never read this, so I wonder why do I even type this.

I guess that is cause I cherish our friendship too much to let it go.

So much for the few months of fun.

When I look through my tb during revision, I see your doodles.

What am I to do? They say memories stay a lifetime and I'm sure it does.

But when the doodles fade, so will our friendship.

It's the end, I told myself. But it's not easy.

It's time to move on, you airhead.

2007-08-23T01:30:00.000-07:00

When you love someone

And they break your heart

Don’t give up on love

Have faith, restart

Just hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

Currently stuck onto this song! It's Hold On by Jonas Brothers.

Really good and VERY addictive.

4 DAYS TO PRELIMS! Hurry hurry, I can't wait for it to be over. Haha, this is the first time that i'm feeling more prepared for a major exam than before. Kudos to God! :D

We're spending our MT lessons in the library, and I found out that our library has National Geographic Magazines! How cool is it. Hahah okay maybe not :P

Sonia's back from London! Finally! 6 weeks without her has been well, fun, but not that fun. She makes the family complete!

When the exams come, do they stand by you?

Or do they watch you fall.

This is the only time that you can see who are the ones that really are your good friends, and who are the ones wearing and living a facade day to day.

I've always comforted myself with the thought that yes, secondary school friends will pass and my church friends will stay by me.

It's true, I've never doubted it.

But, since when did we drift away?

Now it's really awkward talking to you like I used to. We only have fun together, but when we're alone, nothing but silence fills the air. I did do some self reflection, and maybe it's my problem that we've been so cold to each other. Is it the exams? I really don't know.

But I'm grateful and glad that I still have supportive friends who are my true friends.

Sorry, but I've lost all hope with you. Sorry, I'm afraid but yes, you'll not stand by me. Sorry, it's sad to say, but let's face it. Sorry, and this is the end.

2007-08-16T01:12:00.000-07:00

First you say you won't

Then you say you will

You keep me hanging on

But we're not moving on

We're standing still

Jenny, you've got me on my knees

Jenny,

It's killing me

Prelims in 11 days time! Stress, stress, stress.

This is the first time in my life that I'm actually study days before the actual exam.

This is what major exams do to you, hahaha.

Can't wait for the weekend, which is in one day's time! :D Then i'll blog more. And photos!

This week has been good, and fun. Both school and church(: Thank God for good friends!

Thank God for the good results! :D

2007-08-07T05:49:00.000-07:00

Just a flag in the wind that won't blow,
Just a tear rolling down the window
Just a blade in the grass that won't grow,
Just a hand holding on to let go

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Prelims are in 20 days time! Anw, that's not the highlight.
The highlight was and still is, Something Big!
I enjoyed it thoroughly! (:
Was so worried about it, but it turned out fantabulous! :D

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Gotta mug now, many things undone. So little time! ):

2007-07-26T01:21:00.000-07:00

If we took a holiday
Took some time to celebrate
Just one day out of life
It would be, it would be so nice

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Going on a break, a holiday to mug hard for the prelims and the Os. My last paper will be on the 13th nov, so till then, contact me via email or my handphone which is always with me (: Mug hard and give it your best! :D

2007-07-20T22:44:00.000-07:00

If you could read my mind

You might see more of me that meets the eye

And you've been all wrong

Not who you think i am

You've never given me a chance

The weekends are here to stay! Cheer for joy since last week was crazy.

Had real fun last sunday with bestfriends, trying to make the biggest birthday card ever! For bff. Hahah, then they surprised me with balloons to celebrate my frist spiritual birthday! :D

Thanks alot sisters and brothers, love it much! (:

Will post pictures up VERY Soon!

Had speech day yesterday, and Eunice Olsen was our GOH! (: Cool huh.

She's really pretty but we didnt have time for a photo with her):

Hahaha went straight to church in dots, and was asked to promote the xmas play(Alumni what!) auditions. Hahaha then chengcheng (ex smss) asked me abotu school! Told her about the speech day. Cheng's also cool, coz she held her wedding in smss! (: But i missed it): Anw, michelle got into choir for the xmas play! Coool(:

Gotta blast, need to mug and do ss hw! (: HAHAHA byebye, prelims in 38 days, stress.

2007-07-16T03:25:00.000-07:00

So come on baby let me be the girl

That you can count on to rock your world

And then you'll see there's so much than curves

And then you'll see that you and me belong

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONIA!!! (: Missing you loads):

HAPPPY SPIRITUAL BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Hahaha, like finally I'm one in the kingdom!

The feeling's so great. Will let you know more about my reflections over the weekend!

Now i'm going to spend quality with God(:

Tomorrow's gna be a great day! :D Heh, best friends are evilll.

Yeah, going to crash sara's house, and surprise her with a cake! Not forgetting the sabo. :P Gotta blast now, talk more over the weekend! :D